trafe da'at~~~"torn mind pulled in all directions" FOR ME... i have KNOWN this ever since that first rape... relates to "mind games" that are always a tragic human condition... for me i will do whatever i MUST to avoid mind game players... :):):)

death~~~"time when unconscious & invisible becomes conscious & visible" FOR ME...i am truly in a "death" mode... this is a bizarre wanderFULL energy zone lately... this is exactly how i embrace my journey to tir na nog... my irish ancestral land of eternal youth... long story short...no fear of the mysterious time of my earthly "death" as i KNOW what is next... :):):)

jugglers~~~"we are all like jugglers with too many balls in the air by far" FOR ME...in my exile of the time since dawn manor i have truly transitioned from a MAD exile of others to my choice of self-exile (isolation) which has been a roller coaster ride of charles dickens & his "the best of times & the worst of times" & NOW my heart KNOWS this could not have been any other way... such MANgical & MYSTical energy here... i am a jubilant juggler with 3 key brilliant balls in my farway air... :):):)

deep deep DEEP in fall freedom forever far-out family forest the strangest treasures immerge as i dream~~~dare~~~dive on my lefty labyrinth of lyrical lunacy...j>a>e>17 :):):)


AHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! X 17 :):):)

HE AH HI AH HO AH HE AH HI AH HO AH HE AH!!! X 17 :):):)