shattered~~~"look out at the world through a shattered window" FOR ME... i totally have had shards of glass embedded for too long in my mind...my body...my spirit... shards of OTHERS who i call boogeyfreaks... glass CUTters who delighted in branding me in THEIR psychotic attempts to BREAK me completely like my poor pal humpty dumpty... & i FINALLY don't need any of those king's horses or king's men to put em back together again... my eclectic journeys HAVE put me back together again as much as i will be whole... :):):)

heart~~~"staggering in both its scope and its simplicity: we all share the same heart" FOR ME... i am beyond appreciation truly connecting with rare others with the same heart... & here i MUST share that i am beyond appreciation for YOU ahhhhhsome pppp... i KNOW there is a MYSTtical &MANgical reason this article found its way back to me & i KNOW this adds my being unconditonally HERE for & with YOU... and our oaktwin bond is sooooo HERE too unconditionally...my heart shares this unconditionally... :):):)

fear~~~"fear is more real than the self" FOR ME... i have LIVED this fear ever since that first rape... over four decades i have battled fear scars branded by THEIR horrific acts... i WILL NO LONGER allow ANY to EVER brand me with fear scars & WILL DO ANYTHING in my power to make sure of this... this MYSTical & MANgical energy lately illuminates this as tears fall from my THRIVER eyes... what FATE this is IMMERSING myself in this august article ahhhhhsome pppp granted me... a shining example of 100% PURE LIGHT OF HEART & i totally send ahhhhhsome pppp me oaktwin mpoebac east to say the VERY LEAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :):):)

deep deep DEEP in fall freedom forever far-out family forest i find myself totally in surreal surroundings whirling about in mysterious hidden puzzles as i dream~~~dare~~~dive...j>a>e> 17 :):):)


AHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! X 17 :):):)

HE AH HI AH HO AH HE AH HI AH HO AH HE AH!!! X 17 :):):)