Another day at the office! I did field work today and this image was the most important image of the
day!
Been rather busy lately it feels like, and I'm getting restless and sleepy around midnight, I shall
blog more later, need to get rested for now!
Feb 26...
Went running tonight around 11pm, did some light jogging and then just walked for the rest of the
hour, hadn't done that in a while, and it was actually quite nice, everything so quiet, just looking
up at the sky, I felt very calm, on the phone with J with just the ear piece, it was a good process
to take deep breathes and let out some sighs, a lot of things are on my mind, don't know the answers
to them, so very confused. But it was still nice to walk into the peaceful night, lingering and
wandering like a vagabond, much like a nomad, just exerting energy and getting rid of it isntead of
letting it get to me.
I can't believe I got another flat tire, this time a different tire with a nail in it, had to get it
patched and I can't believe they charged me $27! I know something like that cost like $5, but that's
totally ripping me off, but what can I do? I can't drive to another place to get it fixed...
Here's part of an email from my sent box...
You know what I feel? I’m not sure if it’s a mutual feeling or not, but as I grow older and older,
I feel as though everything gets less clear, and I feel more confused and things gets more
complicated, nothing is as easy as it used to be. Before was just study, get a good job, make
money, find the one you love, and build a family. But now I feel so lost in the world. People
are supposed to get smarter and wiser as they grow older, at times I feel like I have gained more
knowledge, but in reality I don’t know if I’m wiser now than say 4 years ago!
But how have I been doing? I really feel lost, not sure if that’s because I have no girlfriend or
someone to call my own. I have gained a lot of knowledge and experience, but not sure if it
necessarily makes me wiser. I define being wise with the ability to make the right decision, or
the better decision. And I really don’t know if I’m there or not.