Only me

Who What Where When Why?

Well the "Who" is me (duh)

The "What" takes some splainin.
On Easter I posted a photo of
some things I was throwing away.
There were things in there that
had meant just a bit more to me
during my marriage, but out they went.
One of the things in there was a
silver wedding certificate holder.
I had given it to my wife (Now EX).
It was very special and meaningful when I gave it to her.
When she moved out she left it here.
It was sitting on the mantle on dispaly still.
I had stuck it in a closet after she left.
On Easter I cleaned out that closet.
I was throwing everything away,
but one thing I said about that stopped me.
I had told the entire world that I the
certificate inside it was used in the divorce.
I also said that I had placed a note
inside it (not a nice one) and I
was about to bring it to the street for pickup.
Well I got to thinking,
what if my ex came to the house and went through the trash.
It would be legal to do because I had disposed of it.
Well really I did not want her to ever see that note.
Not because I give two shits about her,
but I did not want her knowing my real feelings.
So that was the one thing I took back.
As you may notice, that is the very
item that is in my right hand in this photo.

The "Where" is none of your fucking business.
I am the only person on earth who knows exactly where I was.

The "When" is early Thursday morning.

Why?
Have you read ANY of this blog?
That is the easiest one to answer.

Day 2 and getting stronger by the minute.

Oh, and I don't think I will ever see
that Wedding Certificate tube again.
It is sleeping with the fishes.
It may not have been the best throw in the world
(heck, I was trying to throw, pose, and snap a picture)
but it sure got the job done and felt GREAT.

UPDATE - 9-12-2010
Wow, this was 2.5 years ago.
This is one of my favorite pictures in this blog.
Not because of anything but it's meaning to me.
I just came looking for this photo.
Just to see it again.