Divorce Papers

Some days are better than others.
I had a good couple of weeks.
Unfortunately, things kind of turned down.
I signed the agreement this morning.
I thought I would be relieved, but I was not.
I thought I might be happy, but I was not.
I was all ducked up by it.
I was crying as I signed it.
My hands were shaking, and I just fell apart.
Yeah, it has been a bad day.
I went to Starbucks, which normally makes me happy.
No luck with that today, the coffee had no taste.
The pumpkin loaf did, but I did not care.
I am hurt. I am scared. I am mad.
There is so much wrapped up in this.
Ten years of emotion written as one signature.
I don't think there was enough ink in the pen to contain it.
I could have written for hours and not even touched it.
I know, I know, things will get better.
This will pass. I will be ok. I know, thanks.
I don't think I need to hear that right now.
Let me just wallow in this for a bit.

Oh, this is the bumper sticker on my truck.
I liked it the moment I saw it.
Sad Kitty is nice, but Mad Kitty is just tough.
Maybe I'll have a cheeseburger tomorrow.
I'm sure I will be hungry.
Really didn't eat much today.
Crap.