salam noor please dont waiste your time and energy in keeping up with asad dont worry life is like that he gave information to sam salon which is disgusting using kalash pictures calling my friends wife names ,never mind his ego trip as a writer you are doing good a small esset to humanity is a writer who writes on the spur of a moment ,with time your journals will become part of history have patience ,and i know criticism is an un unding stream of humen involvement with journals No need to pay attention ,dont let them worry you i have gone through almost all of your journals in two months .The introduction is quite clear that you wrote them in 1989 or before PLEASE DONT CHANGE ANY THING .
