The last 3 days have been extremly demanding.

I can't eat anymore and drink maybe a cup of tea per day - the MDs put me on parenteral food and fluid. As I can't swallow any pills anymore, I am receiving everything by infusion and so I am "online" 24 hours a day.

My stomach doesn't like any of this and reacts with extreme illness. Ever had to vomit despite your stomach was empty? - It's a terrible, dry retching...