I have hundreds of hours of Sick Time from my employer. Years of unused sick days just sitting incase I get sick, at the ready to be used... I hope to never need to use them again. I have not had the "flu" in many years and always laughed at it and how badly folks say they feel. Sure lots of colds and normal things that take you down for a day. This is awful- holy hell.

Once I took the Tamiflu yesterday it was like the flu was rising up and saying hell no and doubled down on it's intensity. This morning when I took it I thought for sure death himself was doing to take me. Tamilflu says it reduces the Flu by 1.3 days? Gladly will I suffer for more days instead of the violent nausea and feeling I got from taking this stuff. User beware.

I am going off to silently suffer some more...