Oh shit what have i done.......
I have a friend she and i are fairly close and get on well, so well that over the short period (2 months) of time we have known each other i have come to love her so much that i cannot think of anything else, we have been untill today close friends, we shared secrets with each other and some lovely time she has been through some difficult times recently which has made it hard for me to see her being hurt infact at times i have become over protective such are my feelings for her.
After a few days of trying to get some time together (we have been busy) i finaly decided to tell her i loved her, i have the most terrible feeling i have done the wrong thing and lost the closest and most wonderful friend i have, the next few hours / days will be the hardest untill i know either way, my hope is that we can still be friends what ever the outcome.

Simon "lost"