I was bound and determined to go to the 1 year anniversary service for the 32 (33) people that died there one year ago, which was held on April 16, 2008. It was such a big part of my life those few days and is something I will never forget. I could cry everyday for every one of those 33 people that died that day. I stress that it was 33 people that died and not 32. No matter what Cho did he still had a family that loved him just as much as the other 32 people had and for some reason I just can't forget about him like everyone else has done. I am a mother and I wouldn't stop loving my child no matter what they did, just like I am sure that everyday Cho's family members ache inside for him and wish that it had not been him. I hate that he had to be left out. I understand in one way and I don't understand in another. He was sick. Something happened to him to get him to that point and for someone to do that they would have to be mentally unstable but, as I said, he had a family too.