20-JUN-2013
Wistful
I wish could ‘ve entitled this image “wishful”. It was taken during the the days that the Boss, Máire and I took a week’s break in June in Máire’s ancestral home. It was a quiet and simple time, with lots of reading, (Máire), walking and enjoying birds and their sounds (Vivian), chasing butterflies and bees, and one day while investigating shellfish, I came upon a flock of sheep lying comfortably on a soft carpet-bed of beautifully delicate seaflowers. Kind German tourists offered to share some of their good beer with us but we persuaded them not to waste it: Máire and Vivian don’t drink beer, but I might’ve been persuaded to take a sip of it.
But now this is a wistful image. It reminds me of better times that may not be in our future. Máire is very unwell, but but she is calm and serene. She and Vivian have had many good years together.Family events that might never be recorded are now nesting quietly in external hard drives, with the exception of a few losses along the way. A good portraits’ project of Irish language writers is almost ready for display or exhibition.
I’m proud of Máire and her gritty determination. She has courage and tenacity, qualities that will be be necessary to her in the next few weeks. She thanks all her PBase friends for their belief in her There are a few in particular whose constant encouragement and engagement with her work have helped her climb that hard rung between average and good.
So now you see my dear friends why I’m a little wistful. But small bears have roundy bodies and they bounce back.
With love to you all,
Berna.
28-JUN-2013
Lining up for a treat
Out of sight in the picture here is my kind Boss, who has decided to give us all a treat. As you can see, I’ve taken a leaf out of Máire’s bible of etiquette and I stood back while I let my dad Dash and my dainty sister Daisy line up for the delicious morsel the Boss was about to give us. My mum is not in this picture: she held back a little suspiciously I thought. She is really independent and clearly doesn’t march to others’ tunes: she insists on being in control of her own life and doing things on her terms. Maybe I could learn a thing or two from her, but somehow or another I find myself being a little timid around her. She’s a formidable mother dog.
28-JUN-2013
My mum Twinkle and my sister Daisy
Recently the Boss and Máire were kind enough to bring me on the long journey west for a family reunion. I enjoyed meeting them all again: my mum Twinkle, my sister Daisy (pictured above) and my dad Dash. Dad and Daisy were very welcoming towards me, but Dad wasn’t very co-operative in joining in the family photo. He nodded off while we were all trying to arrange ourselves for the photographer. I fussed around so much that the photographer (yes, it was Máire) suggested that I calm down a little. So with that I jumped down from my family’s favourite seat, and let her get on with taking this picture of Twinkle and Daisy. I heard Máire saying that Twinkle seemed to be something of an alpha-female, whatever that might mean. All I know is that she was somewhat snappy with me, and kept yipping at me to mind my manners! Daisy is petite and dainty: her name suits her admirably. I am a more traditionally built dog, with a good covering of flesh on my bones. In fact sitting beside Daisy, I felt huge and enormous. But not as big as my mum: she has a very matronly figure, though she’d probably yip at me again if she heard me saying that :)
20-JUN-2013
Saving the turf
This is how they save the turf to fuel fires in the West of Ireland. After it’s cut, it’s spread flat for a few days to allow one side of it to dry; then it’s raised into little clumps like these ones called “rickles”. When it has hardened and dried in this position it is put into larger clumps on the side of the road and finally brought home in a trailer and tractor.
I had never seen the like of these little black clumps before and didn’t know what they were. I had great fun chasing around them but was careful not to knock any of them. The neighbouring farmer who had done all the work wouldn’t have appreciated it…
17-JUN-2013
Hiding among the buttercups
I’ve just spent most of this week with Máire and the Boss at Máire’s old home in the west of Ireland. She says her family’s nickname for the place is “Sleepy Hollow” because the place is so quiet and it is easy to relax and sleep there. But I think they should rename it “Buttercup Place”. I had such fun chasing through the buttercups, darting about here and there, hiding and suddenly reappearing. I think the Boss was fearful I might get lost or that one of the sheep in a neighbouring field might start a stampede and chase me. I know I’ve a fairly good bark, but I’m only a fraction of the size of those sheep, so I think I’m much safer here among the buttercups.
20-MAY-2013
My Weekend Break
I’ve often heard the humans I live with speak of taking a weekend break, but I never really knew what it meant. The only breaks I saw around this house since I arrived here were a few broken plates and glasses on the tiled kitchen floor.
This weekend however, I learned what a weekend break was. Máire and the Boss were invited to Galway for the weekend, and they didn’t want to leave me home alone. I gathered from their conversation that it might be presumptuous to bring a canine friend to their human friends’ home, so they arranged for me to stay in a fine dog hotel, run by a very kind man called Brian.
I was given my own room with a bed, and brought with me my favourite exercise aids. On our arrival there Brian introduced to me to Susie, who was a very friendly dog indeed, and we enjoyed meeting one another. I also got to know a young black dog, Krishka, who is just two months older than me.
Brian has a fine “living room” in his dog hotel, complete with couches, dog baskets, and other paraphernalia to make us feel at home. Just beside my room there was a lovely picture on the wall of a handsome black and white dog. I heard Brian tell Máire that it was a picture of his first dog, who lived with him for eighteen years.
After a very relaxing 24 hours there, Máire and the Boss returned to collect me, and we started the long journey back to Dublin. I had no trouble falling asleep as the car cruised along the motorway, but when we arrived back in the bumpy streets of Dublin I fear that my tummy started to rumble a bit. I think I might be a nervous traveller…. but I did enjoy my weekend break.
20-APR-2013
The rubber rabbit and me
If you think it seems that I’m turning my back on the rubber rabbit, then you’re right.
This is my third rubber rabbit since I arrived here. The humans in this house think I really love playing with a rubber rabbit, but they don’t seem to get the message that I’ve managed to knock the heads off the first two! This third fellow is on target for a bit of headbashing as well. These rabbits make an infernal squeak, which may seem amusing, but after a while I find it annoying. Once I knocked the heads off the first two however, the squeaking noise disappeared, so I reckon that if I persevere with this one I’ll silence him as well.
I’ve nothing against real rabbits; in fact they seem to enjoy the affection of humans almost as much as little dogs. Sometimes they even live in kennels like small dogs. But I can’t say that I’ve a lot of time for their rubber representatives.
16-APR-2013
Trying to get my own way
Máire gets so caught up in her camera that there are times when I can’t see her face without her third eye of a lens in front of it. So I realised fairly quickly that if I wanted to exercise my own will she’d not be the one I could appeal to. The Boss is altogether more amenable to imploring glances from me. Once I get this look on my face I know he’ll eventually cave in and heed my pleas for food, or a treat, or invitations to join in a game of headbutting a tennis ball or trying to knock the head off a squeaky rabbit.
Tonight however my heartfelt appeals to him didn’t really work. I know he was working very hard today about the house, and now he just wants to relax. He’s watching a favourite tv programme and is impervious to my pleas. And Máire? As for her, she still has that Cyclopean black eye in front of her face. I think I’ll slink back to my bed….
01-APR-2013
Usurping
I know I have a comfortable bed. I know this is a lovely warm home.
It seems to me that Máire particularly enjoys a lovely soft leather chair with a cushion, right beside a bookcase and opposite the tv set. Now and again the Boss allows me into this room, and if Máire is not there I sneak into this favourite seat of hers. It is very comfortable, but I must be very careful not to disturb anything. Once or twice she has found me here, and she dispatched me rather smartly; I don’t think she likes to be usurped from her seat. So, whenever I get a chance to park myself here, I find it an ideal spot to relax in.
28-MAR-2013
A trying time
Yesterday was a very trying time. I had to make a necessary visit to the vet’s and I’ll draw a veil over what happened there. Discreet females never discuss their medical conditions; suffice it to say that my tummy had to be treated delicately for the last 24 hours as a result. I’ve learned new tastes however: scrambled egg tastes particularly good when your stomach is troubled, though I’m rather suspicious that something else might have been hidden in my dish with it as well. I also got some freshly cooked chicken tonight. This new food regime is very pleasing though I don’t think it’ll continue. In the past week, I’ve had my first haircut and pedicure, so the visit to the vet’s surgery wasn’t too traumatic. And the vet, Eamonn, had a very companionable dog of his own there to welcome me also. Clare, the nurse, handled me most gently and gave very clear instructions to Máire and the Boss about how to treat me for the following twenty four hours. That period has almost passed now, so I’m not confident that I’ll continue to be treated as a VIP for very long more.
08-MAR-2013
On my best behaviour ... I think
I realise now that when I’m allowed into this room where there is soft furniture, carpets and bookcases I must be on my best behaviour. No chewing at corners, no disappearing under tables that have electric cables behind them. No approaching the fireplace. But I get to sit on the Boss’s lap now and again. He’s very kind really. He doesn’t give me half as many orders as Máire does. She can get quite strict with me, and I’ve now learned that it’s better to humour her. I’ve also learned to stay well away from her precious bookcase, her computer and her camera, though now and again I see this strange barrel of a lens pointing towards me, and I think I’m supposed to look cute. Sometimes I might oblige. But I hear Máire saying that I move too fast. Well, what does she expect? I’m not six months old yet. I bet she wasn’t so quiet and still herself when she was six months old!
Ohh… I’m exhausted.
Do you know what a little dog’s life is like? I realise I’m very lucky to live in a comfortable warm home, but life can get quite exhausting here. Every day I go for one or two walks. They are enjoyable but I don’t like to be held back when I find other possible playmates during the walks. Then there’s the whirling around the back garden. If The Boss or Máire accompany me, they often go into the shed to do some chore or other, and then I can spin, and run, and wheel, and jump, and pick up twigs and stones and toss them in the air, and climb the raised bed at the back of the garden, and sniff around at the back of the various shrubs. But today… well today I was given a bath. A real bath and my coat was shampooed. Máire’s daughter gave me a shower last week, and that was over and done with very quickly. But today I wanted to splash around in the bath water. At one stage the Boss stretched a little too far as he prepared to rinse my coat, and when I nudged him sideways a big jug of water toppled on the floor and at that stage Máire rushed in frantically with towels. I thought she was going to wrap me up in them, but no! She started to wipe the floor furiously, muttering something about water leaking through the ceiling to the room downstairs.
My ordeal still wasn’t over. My coat was rubbed gently till all the wetness had cleared, and then Máire appeared with what I learned was a hair dryer. I loved that, and kept wanting to bite it and taste it, but the Boss held me firmly. Eventually he took over as coiffeur, and brushed my coat until it was smooth again.
So now you can see why I look a bit tired. Between that and learning the difference between “Sit”, and “Stay” and “Down” I have a busy schedule. Some people come to the house and use long sentences to communicate with me, but then I hear Máire telling them I respond better to single word sentences. Yes, that’s true, but I won’t reveal here exactly how well I understand what they’re staying.
Staying well-informed
In a house where people read the daily newspaper with fervour, the only way to understand the conversations is to be informed about what’s happening in the world. So when the Boss and Máire went out, I took the opportunity to glance a peek at their big broadsheet newspaper. Unfortunately for me however, I’ve been unable to decipher the secrets of the written word. Indeed humans’ spoken words can be quite challenging for me, and I often pretend I’m not listening to their directions. But even if I can’t read a newspaper I have found other uses for it. It makes a fine noise when I tear it. I can rush underneath a large double page spread and pretend I have my very own tent. It has other uses too, but I prefer not to mention them here. It wouldn’t be ladylike….
Incarcerated for a misdemeanour
I fear I’ve tried the patience of the Boss and Máire. I thought I was just being a cute dog, but apparently I broke the rules, so now I must cool my heels in here and hope I’ll get an early release for good behaviour.
As you can see from the Garda notice this is a serious matter. I’m in an official police cell but at least they’ve provided me with a comfortable blanket. I think I’ll keep my head down for a while.
My new yellow coat
Like any female, I like to be warm and comfortable at most times. Our Irish climate is so unreliable and changeable, and when I go for walks I don’t wish always to return like a drowned rat. So I’m very grateful to the Boss for buying me this new yellow coat, as it keeps me warm when I step out. I heard some rather annoying human say recently that it looked like a lagging jacket for a dog, but I’m impervious to such ignorant comments. I think I look very fashionable in this hi-vis gear, and I know that the Boss is happy with it because it helps him to see me when I move around rather rapidly outside in the garden as darkness falls. It has the added advantage of making me visible on the footpaths around this area so that no other pedestrians might trip over me.
Exploring a winter garden
Every day I get opportunities to explore the back garden. It is full of interesting twigs and leaves and hiding places. I have great fun chasing around there, but I know when Máire walks on the path that I must follow her and stop when she stops. However she lets me wheel and whirl around the grass and in the wintry flower beds. I have more fun with the Boss ; he brings a ball with him and I’m very good at playing dog soccer up and down the passageway at the side of the house. I usually come in exhausted from these excursions and am quite happy to flop in my comfortable bed for a while.
Today I had my first walk in the park near the house. Máire put a funny harness contraption on me, and then attached a lead to it. I wasn’t too happy having my freedom restricted, because when I strayed from the route she had taken I felt a little tug on the lead. Gradually I learned that life is more comfortable with a slack lead, so I relaxed and stopped pulling. The ground was very wet and when we got home I heard Máire say that I looked like a drowned rat!
My portrait
It’s a little funny living in a home that has produced two artists. The younger one is a full-time practising artist; her older sister is also an artist but has diverted onto another career path. Yet apparently my antics spurred her on to produce a portrait of me on the shopping list board in the kitchen. I think it shows a very good likeness of my more playful side. She did however get my name a little wrong. She clearly confused me with a placename in Co. Galway, because I was born in the Bearna area. But as I pointed out to Róisín, my portraitist, my name is Berna. I don’t know any other dogs who are named Berna. Since I started this blog, I know that I can please the Boss and Máire by obeying their commands to sit. I love the little treats I get when I do that. I have developed a fondness for shredding old newspaper which they have put on the floor for some odd reason. The dratted squeaky rabbit continues to squeak at me, but now I prefer to play with empty eggboxes and the cylindrical cardboard inside of rolls of kitchen paper.
09-DEC-2012
One ear up, one ear down
I heard Máire listening to this song recently and it appealed to me. Clearly it appealed to her too, because I heard her telling the Boss that it was a specially produced song by a group of musicians calling themselves Harry and the Hooligans, led by Neil Hannon of Divine Comedy fame. The proceeds from the sales of this song will go to the Dogs in Distress Fund. Thank goodness I’m not a puppy in distress; I just get a little annoyed from time to time when I don’t get my own way.
Meanwhile in order to appeal to Máire’s better nature I decided to practise the “one ear up, one ear down” look, and I think she just might give me another treat soon.
Should you wish to listen to the song, you’ll find it by clicking
here.
03-DEC-2012
It’s been a tricky time…
Well, I’ve settled in well here and I’m enjoying myself. I’ve been pushing boundaries and am gradually learning what is acceptable in this house. Yapping and barking and pulling at the bottom of Máire’s jeans and skirts get me nowhere. Máire and the Boss ignore me when I do this. They’re very nice to me when I explore the back garden, when I sit down, when I go to bed, when I play with my squeaky rabbit toy. I’ve tried to quieten that dreadful squeak, but all my efforts have come to naught.
Tonight the Boss relaxed and loosened his shoe laces. I thought I might dare to play with them but I’m not sure if I should. I just looked up at him, and he was nodding off …. I wonder should I try to pull the laces just a little??
24-NOV-2012
Just a little sad
Máire has some friends who are cat lovers, and in their opinion cats are superior to dogs. But I don’t agree. We can be quite clever too. Did you know that one of my ancestors was a war hero? I’ll leave that story for another day…
I got on quite well with Jimmy, the cat in my parents’ home, but apart from the few times he played with me I found him rather superior, haughty and self-centred. He lived very much in his own world, and I don’t deny that he was clever and indeed quite sly. I couldn’t however call him my friend.
I have no such problems here. I heard Máire tell the Boss that I’m the third pet that has come to the house in 35 years. The first one, Báinín the white cat, was apparently an outdoor cat, constantly consorting with the wrong company and he frequently came home with an infestation of fleas. Clearly he mixed with some low life types, and eventually had to wear a flea resistant collar to ward off the pests.
Barney, their next pet, was also a Yorkie like me. He lived here for sixteen years and had a very special place in the household. I got a little sad this morning when I did a quick run in the back garden and saw his grave with the little dog statue marking it. Clearly he has never been forgotten in this house. I hope the Boss and Máire will like me just as much….
23-NOV-2012
May I introduce myself?
Hello to all Máire’s Pbase friends. She has kindly allowed me to use her Pbase space for my personal blog. I’ve just arrived in Máire’s home and my name is Berna, which seems to give me a Swiss connection, because Máire once visited its capital city Bern. What she doesn’t realise is that I have the notion that I’m really a St. Bernard cooped up in the body of a Yorkie.
Yesterday I said goodbye to my parents, Twinkle and Dash, to my Aunt Daisy and to my four brothers and my sister Pixie. I travelled a long journey to come here, but I found Máire’s lap very comfortable.
I had a very calm and peaceful first night here, with no poking or pinching by my siblings, and awoke refreshed and ready for action. Máire’s husband is good fun, but Máire herself was occupied with other things today. I heard her tell her husband: “You must show her who’s the Boss!” I’m not quite sure what that means but in my mind now I’ll be calling him the Boss.
I won’t post blog entries too often: I’m still very young and need a lot of sleep, so I think I’ll take a little nap now. Writing this has been rather tiring for a dog with small paws…