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10-OCT-2004

10th October 2004 - sfsp - soul food self portrait

My camera is balanced on a bit of the wall of this ruin, set to self-timer and I pressed the button and scooted across the rubble of this ex-mine engine room at Pearce's Shaft, to my spot on the wall for the shot. It was not a danger-less scoot, the rubble was wet and slippery, the wall was high and I've never been able to stand on my own two feet for more than seemingly a few moments at a time. I took two attempts then decided that would have to do - I wasn't going to risk life and limb again!

Why was it so important to me to get this photo for my PotD? Well, it's the place you see. The place where I feel my cares blown from my shoulders by the winds and washed from my skin by the rain. I feel the earth beneath my feet and although there are no mango trees to whisper to, there are hawthorns, gorse, bracken and grass. I look out and feel as though I am a part of something that matters, yet I know I will make little or no impression on the place where I get my solace.

Even in the few short weeks since we first started our exploration of the area surrounding our new home, the terrain has changed dramatically. The bracken is brown and the leaves are mostly blown from the trees. Here there is little shelter to help the leaves cling to the branches, the wind simply whips them away like specks of dust.

Mostly, we've had pretty awful weather since we first came here, it has been raining or threatening rain but of course it's not like this all of the time, we've just been unlucky. I don't feel as though that's a problem, I feel as though my love of the place can only strengthen when we get some good weather and as that love is deeply entrenched in my heart and soul already, it must mean we can only find more and more happiness here.

Our sanctuary is about to get a bit less comfortable for a time - work starts tomorrow, weather permitting. that means when we come back next time, the electrical work will be nearly finished and the roof will be underway. We will start to see improvements and DM and I can start the work on the kitchen, making the concrete plinth for the Rayburn (now sourced and paid for) and starting the building of the cupboards and units. We are determined that our Christmas will be comfortable and warm. I am determined that I will be able to cook Christmas dinner in the Rayburn, rather than the festering thing that is here now that we laughingly call a cooker.

Now progress is being made, my heart lifts, my spirits soar and I find food for my weary soul.


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Guest 11-Oct-2005 14:28
great sense of space, the first day of your life kinda feeling
northstar3718-Oct-2004 07:42
You seem to be part of the landscape
Cheryl Hawkins11-Oct-2004 04:05
Oh, such a beautiful place.
Stu10-Oct-2004 21:44
Beautiful shot, Linda.
virginiacoastline10-Oct-2004 19:23
would that I HAD such a place as this to look fwd to . . . mine is a state of envy =]
Guest 10-Oct-2004 19:00
Wonderful countryside.
jude10-Oct-2004 18:00
Beautiful vista, I envy you this place to go. We have fields and beautiful scenery - but not much perched high and above the land. Nothing with beautiful ruins.. Veru well done, Linda.. i love it.

Oh.. and I cannot defy gravity either..LOL
Jude Marion10-Oct-2004 16:46
Beautiful photo, Linda. What a gorgeous vista! I really like the atmospherics in the distance ...
Carmen10-Oct-2004 16:42
Beautiful -- when everything is "just so" the transition now will be all but forgotten. Keep thinking of those cheery times ahead!
Guest 10-Oct-2004 16:28
Sounds like heaven, Linda. If you are cooking for Christmas, I'll clean up!! XXX
Bill Miller10-Oct-2004 16:10
Lovely view and I like the story that goes with it. Are we all invited to Xmas dinner ?
Si Kirk10-Oct-2004 15:38
Stunning View, i have a similar place on Dartmoor that i like to go.
Ed Knepley10-Oct-2004 15:35
Ditto what Gayle said. Lovely country - in spite of the rain.
Gayle P. Clement10-Oct-2004 15:32
A beautiful view and a hopeful tone.