For a fraction of a second, I felt like I knew why someone would take their own life. To potentially
lose everything was enuf of a thot. It's the disappointing thot from everyone that actually gets to
you...
And it's the potential thot of losing everything that scares one, the hopelessness that scares one.
I guess when you actually have nothing... what else is there to be scared about?
People regret their decision, but one second is all it takes right?
I would never be one of those people to have any of that thot... why would anyone think that
way?
Someone told me that I need to be brave to write...I didn't know what they meant, I guess it's to
write thots like this, people make things worst than they are. And I thot about deleting this entry
once written, but I still felt the need to write and the need to state something while thinking about
it and to cross over it, like a dream, once we have one, much of the content is fogotten and we move on...
We really must hold on and keep at peace for the next moment, because when the sun comes out,
it's a different story!