Eight months ago....only eight months I stood by his bedside with the balance of his life in my hands. The minutes passed by like hours, tears poured like the spring rain.........
We would have to let Jared go.........His younger brother Jarvis and best friends Jordan and Evan watched as the nurse turned off the life support systems one by one.
The displays then went dark and silent, the early morning light just peering into his room.
I often wonder if he was able to hear our last words to him as he tried to take his last breath as the time passed very quickly in the last minutes of his life.
To lose a child is something one never prepares for, and as time goes on you never really heal.
I had a good visit with Jared today, we watched the sun rise over the grave yard, it was peaceful and quite with only a slight breeze.
Looking around you could see the odd animal track but the most tracks were to see Jared.
I’m sure lot’s of his friends came to see him at New Years as it looks like they made a heart shape around him in the deep snow.
I know as long as I’m able to get around I will come to see him every month, and every month I will capture a digital memory. You may not see some of those private moments
But I will be there, yes I will be there.
Rest easy Jared.....and I will be back next month