I got a chance to watch arena football at Staples Center thanks to JT! It was pretty neat and the LA
Avengers eventually won!

Not necessarily reflecting from my own life, but maybe so.... we always gotta be ready to fight, I
don't mean fight, but struggle, and I find it hard at times to keep myself going, what we want, it's
not that hard, not that simple, but it just is. How do some people go on knowing what they want, they
can't get, maybe it makes them work harder in order to forget, to replace, to substitute. But some
people are just trying to stay sane, to keep from driving mad, it's that drive to stay sane that keeps
them going, imagine a singular thought, and the refusal of that thought, the denial of the thought,
only makes it stronger, I have been there before, and it's not eden. But what we want is not all that
hard yerh? To some people it is, to others nearly difficult and impossible. Do I sound like I'm
talking out of my ass again? Probably,