look into my eyes... IF YOU DARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i AM totally FREE
no other has control
i AM my own master
NEVER dreamed i'd BE
puzzled for YEARS
over actions of OTHERS
beaten many times
no chance for escape
at times leading to rape
of soul, mind, and body
a deadly trio for TOO many
like my childhood friend
burned himself to a crisp
his father enraged
i WILL NEVER FORGET
all HIS fiery HATE
i can only share
with my pal in dreams
KNOWing he is soaring
in the land of eternal youth

in memory of jpk...
i SAW his teary eyes BURN...
too may times he suffered...
i WILL ALWAYS HONOR YOU...
your THRIVER pal, johNUTTY :):):)

deep deep DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP in fall freedom forever far-out family forest ARE inifinite alternative healing vibes for ALL LOST CHILDREN OF ALL AGES WHERE THEY ARE FREEEEEEEEEEEE TO SHARE ALLL THEIR HEARTSONGS ALWAYS & UNCENSORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! j>a>e>17 :):):)

http://youtube.com/watch?v=z0TgdzQ97Mk
& MAD WORLD again is an anthem for jpk...ME...& COUNTLESS OTHER VICTIMS...SURVIVORS...THRIVERS... & MAY THIS MAD FUCKED UP WORLD AWAKEN FROM ITS SICK COMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! & YEP, I AM FUCKING HOWLING & SINGING FOR AL THOSE FORCED 6 FEET UNDER!!!! ANY WHO DON'T LIKE THE FUCK WORD JUST DEAL WITH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S JUST A FUCKING WORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!