Turned fifty years old this year and unlike my forties, while still grabbing onto the sides of THIS doorway, still wishing I was facing a different decade, this time I am not searching so much as I am knowing. I am peaceful about the choices I made in my life, pleased where I am, embracing my future. I am much more in a state of peacefulness. Wishing the rest of the world were in such peace. Much work to do.